The darkness is closing in, trapping me. I squeeze my eyes shut, cuddling into a tight ball, terrified of being alone. I can feel the dark cold aura from this nothingness. I dont know what to do anymore. My heart beats fast and hard as adrenline runs through me, keeping me warm for just a few more seconds.
The darkness creeps in fastor, its arms reaching out for me, tapping my cold skin, trying to capture my soul forver.
Its over I think.. Everything is over.. gone forever... I bend my head inot my knees,praying, silent tears falling down my cheeks as i wait for the end.

...

I open my eyes, the room is completly dark, but i do not feel alone anymore... i do not feel the coldness of the darkness anymore. I look around, my arms relaxing around my legs as I sit up slowly, confused.
Am I dead? Am I a ghost? Is this what happens when you die? You stay stuck in a darkness with no feelings what so ever. Fear immiedetly takes ahold of my heart. The silence is broken with a warm heart beat close to me. I can feel its vibrations through the air, making my bare skin tingle in excitment. I look aorund, seeing no one in the darkness. But I can feel him there with me. I can feel this strange love, this strange hope that i have never felt before..
Or maybe I have, but I have always just ignored it before.
A sudden brightness fills the room, creating a warmth thrill through me. I cover my eyes from the blinding light, blind for a few seonds before lowering my arms, my eyes adjusting to the room. But it is not a room that I have always thought of it to be... It was much much more.
This is a place I can not describe, a peaceful and happy large place. I am not alone, but I see no one by my side. But i feel him thier. I can feel his arm wrap around my shoulders, protecting me, loving me.
I stand thier, shocked.
I am me... I have only seen the darkness in the background grow and grow... I have never seen such a light in my life. It is strange, but it is good.
I can feel a large wieght lifted off of my chest, my lungs filling in with a sweet air filled with peace.
I take a step back before staring down at my dirty feet, sudenly feeling guilty to have ruined the white ground below me. I feel a tug at my heart as he pulls me forawd. I am afraid... I dont want to ruin this place with my being thier...
I shake my head, trying to pull back, pointing down at my feet, for no words would come out of my mouth. I looked once again down at my feet, shocked that they were clean, that no trail was left behind me. I lift my feet quickly, looking under them, but only see nothing but my own skin. Not one speck of dirt layed thier.
A quick smile crossed my lips as i looked up towards my place... His arm pushed me towards our place, and I followed him with no hesitation, knowing that i was going someplace better, where I would only feel love. I am finally complete with him by my side.. Our savior, Christ Jesus is the only way our hearts will feel complete.

God, who is rich in mercy, because of his great love with which He loved us, even when we were dead in trespasses, made us alive together with Christ (by grace you have been saved) Ephesians 2:4-5 NKJV

To all of you in Rome whom God loves and has called to be his holy people: Grace and peace to you from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ. Romans 1:7 NCV

Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart. Psalm 37:4 NIV

I love them that love me; and those that seek me early shall find me. Proverbs 8:17 KJV

I will be glad and rejoice in your love, for you saw my affliction and knew the anguish of my soul. Psalm 31:7 NIV